Tempat berbagi tempat bagi2

Thank you

Koji — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 07:33:22 +0000

After all. I’m still in the middle of a state
where my mind didn’t actually know
the continuation of my future life.
But ure always support me anywhere and anytime..

Knowing that I’m the only one for you
makes me believe that I should strive my Life to the fullest..
Having done many things to me,
keep makes me sure that
I can’t count those abundant kindness..

Watching you in most part of my life
makes me realize one important thing..
That I’m really ur descendant..

I live my life with it
I’m different with anyone else
I can survive altough people against me
I’m even stronger without partner
I can keep my heart to the fullest-
without anyone inside it
My heart is as hard as yours
I’m as cool as you
I’m even more cunning than you

But one thing..
that makes me fail to keep up with you.
I’m not as good as you in everything..
Either In art, science, sport, or any other aspects
Please forgive me..
If I’m such a “fail” in our family

Nightmare Mode & New Game + ("plus")

Koji — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 13:23:28 +0000

Whew, what a month, what a day… It’s been a long time since my last update. I felt like I ‘m not deserved to write anything bout me.. because, I think there was not any hint of event that I have to write and so many problems appeared recently. I don’t really know what’s goin on with me these days, everything seems untraceable and uncontrolable. Start from my academic life untill non-academic life. just like the butterfly effect : every little thing happened, and it will influences all your life in the near future… Yeah It’s really happened to me, I mean like when I forgot to do something, then any problem that related to that forgotten things will be pop up one by one rapidly. it makes me feels like playing Silent Hill or Fatal Frame in Nightmare Mode. >_<

that’s one of the reason why I’m lazzy to tell any stories about my clumsiness..

Then, Now I think to re-enter the earth’s orbit again, start to updating this blog, start to search any ideas that can inspire me in my activities, or maybe inspire anyone who read it… Hmm..

Now let’s just call it New Game + , you can start a new game with all experiences and inventory from your last save game data (LOL) =D. Yea I think I should start to update this blog again

Ramadhan Kali ini..

Koji — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 19:47:45 +0000

Ramadhan kali ini diwalai dengan sholat Isya dan Tarawih di MAsjid Al-Ikhlas Kelapa Dua lebih tepatnya di dekat rumah om Hari Rus. ada beberapa hal yang rasanya berbeda dari tahun2 sebelumnya. Memang Ramadhan kali ini tidak semegah tahun lalu saat aku sedang mengemban amanah atas kelancaran aktifitas beribadah para mahasiswa di Asrama. Ramdhan yang ingin aku rasakan saat ini adalah Ramadhan yang bisa membuat hati ini dingin dan damai.

Tak lama aku terbangun dari tempat tidur sepupuku. Aku diajak ke meja makan yang sudah tertata dengan rapi, mungkin lauknya sederhana namun suasananya sangat menyejukkan hati…
Sahur di rumah Om Hari sangat enak. Aku dan Hanif tidak perlu repot2 membeli lauk atau nasi di luar, karena Yuk Tri sudah menyiapkan hidangan Sahur lengkap dengan teh manis di atas meja makan. Om Hari, Tante Yani, Rian, Rini, Hanif dan Aku makan sahur bersama diatas meja makan. Kehangatan keluarga seperti ini yang telah lama tidak aku rasakan semenjak hidup jauh dari orang tua. Mendengar cerita dan guyonan Om dan Tante aku kembali teringat untuk berintrospeksi diri… Kembali mengingat2 prinsip2 yang aku tinggalkan selama ini.

Harapan Ayah dan Ibu ku
Doa2 mereka
Kekhawatiran mereka padaku
Sedikitpun aku tidak pernah memikirkan itu sebelumnya

Sedangkan yang aku pikirkan terus menerus adalah, menjadi Tenar, terkenal, ikut banyak organisasi dan kepanitiaan.. namun ternyata semua malah itu menjauhkan ku dari orangtuaku.
Tak jarang aku enggan menerima telpon atau membalas sms dengan alasan sibuk mengurusi ini itu..

Astaghfirullahalazim

Ya Allah tolong Ingatkanlah aku untuk selalu berbakti kepada kedua orang tuaku…
Amien..

Koji — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 04:36:30 +0000

Feeling traped inside a faculty which full of geniuses ? feeling that you’re the only one who doesn’t have any good point ? Feeling that too many friends or foe bestowed their hatred to you ? Or maybe the World is in danger ?? Let’s combine !!

being a nerd without any friends, and don’t have any selling points is sucks. But don’t be afraid, why don’t you just combine your strength with other unlucky person like you. Form an alliance and show it to the world the power of your teamwork !! But don’t forget after you overwhelm people with your power don’t be arrogant because it will broke up your teamwork performance =D

Writing is very HArd !!!

Koji — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 04:05:29 +0000

Haha.. It’s been a long time since I take care of this blog. And you know why ? because writing is so hard.. and some people out there, who keep maintaining their blog is merely incridible, because they always had idea to write on thier blog. So give them applause ladies and gentleman… And for the others.. (such bunch of people like me , who don’t really like to writing) keep writing mate !don’t care that no one ignores you or your posting is a dump. because someday you’ll know what’s the advantages of having blog =D

Dear God ~ Boys II Men

Koji — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 08:31:44 +0000

.. Yeah Avenged Sevenfold’s song also have same title with this song. But this time I want to show you another kind of self reflection from Boys II Men song. Let’s take a time for a while and think about ourself in these recent time… Are we too far from our main living purpose right now ?? Only you can find the answer . =D

Dear god, its me again
I am so far from where I could have been
Dear god, I would be incomplete
But you came and touched my life in time of need
So Im thanking you for all youve done
And for sacrificing your only song
Chorus:
Thats why Im writing you this letter
To let you know that I love you
Thank you for all that I am and for being a friend
Lord, my love for you will never end
Dear god, its shawn this time
Im so grateful for the way youve changed my life
Id give all I have, Id just throw it all away
For a chance to walk with you through heavens gates
Thats why Im thanking you for your love and your grace
I dont deserve these blessings that you give me
Chorus
(interlude)
Dear god, as a humble man I come to you like a child
Needing your knowledge, your love, and your guidance, lord
Thank you for trusting me with my own lifes decisions
But Im just a man, and I dont deserve
This incredible life that youve given me
I love you lord, I love you
Dear god, its me wanya
Im so sorry, so sorry for living for me
But I promise from this day on Im livin for you
cause without you my life means nothing
Chorus

Gundam 00 dan perdamaian

Koji — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 05:52:29 +0000

Azadistan-Gundam00

Baru sadar kalau ternyata film sekelas Gundam 00 termasuk salah satu film yang Concern terhadap perdamaian dunia. di anime ini kita diajak untuk mengkritisi ketidaksanggupan pemerintah dunia dalam menanggulangi peperangan yang sampai sekarang marak terjadi terutama di daerah timur tengah.. pada screenshoot diatas saya hanya ingin menampilkan bahwa sesungguhnya harapan untuk menuju pada dunia yang dami itu sesungguhnya akan selalu terbuka selama kita terus memperjuangkannya ….

jangan pernah menyerah dan berhenti untuk memperjuangkan perdamaian untuk saudara – saudara kita sampai kita bisa menyaksikan senyuman2 mereka seperti salah satu cuplikan diatas =D

Another masterpiece Comic from Indonesia

Koji — Tue, 07 Apr 2009 06:26:50 +0000

Knight OF Apocalypse

Around one month ago , I’ve just finished reading a great Indonesian Comic (yeah it became one of the best comic I’ve ever read) The name is : Knights of Apocalypse. Seems like hearing another “Four Horsemen of Apocalypse“..? Hmm Actually this Story tell us about a man called Lex who lost his past memories because of some mysterious reason. Lex is a Mercenary and a Soldier of Ares nation. He fight with his comrades to protect his country from the invasion of Black Sun Empire. As the Time goes by he will remember his past gradually. until he realizes that in the past he was one of the great General of Black Sun Empire… Hmm interesting eh ?

Here we’ll be asked to see the Wars between nations from Lex point of view, he fight one battle to another wars, putting all the puzzle pieces of his lost memories to reveal his true identity, find all the meaning of his life and roots of all the problems that happens from the wars between nations.

Sepeda Kuning warna 01

Koji — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 08:41:43 +0000

Haha akhirnya tadi pagi sudah mencoba naik Sepeda Kuning dengan plat nomor yang dicetak pertama kali yaitu no. 01 Jadi inget pas jaman2 nya Mick Doohan waktu dia belum pensiun dari Moto GP, dia kerap mengenakan motor bernomor 1. (karena sering juara dunia sih =D) dlu saya suka banget pas ada Gambar Mick Doohan trus diselingi lagu We’re The Champion (Queen).. Rasanya jadi pemenang di atas podium dan memegang Piala berlapis Emas dan kuningan kayanya keren banget waktu itu… Yang bikin saya jadi suka maen sepeda-an tiap sore.. Hehe….

Kembali ke UI, akhirnya jadi juga jalur Sepeda kuning

ternyata enak juga ke kampus naek sepeda.. hehe

Friend

Koji — Mon, 16 Mar 2009 10:28:45 +0000

Friend is a creature who act very nice to us… Whatever happened to you, friend is still the One of your best allies… But you know that now I just already lost one of my friend, haha what a shame, It’s all my fault and it caused my friend lost it’s “r” letter and becomes Fiend….. hehehe just kidding. It’s not alrite.. actually, but I have already asked for it forgiveness, but nothing happened … Yeah it’s a punishment for me.. and this things really affect my studies, I can’t focus to do the assignment and at 5 o’clock pm. this day I couldn’t finish my Programming Assignment… Haha it’s because of my stupidity, not because of you my friend .

Yeah it HURTS, it Hurts very much that almost everyday I used to see it smile, but now it won’t say anything to me, and pretend like I’m a mere non exist person

YeaH all of these PAIN, won’t be Healed so easily , and (dan sakit ini akan terus berlangsung menjadi Parah jika kita down dan menyerah…. )

So just try remeber our creator, our beloved family, dan orang2 yang masih menyayangi kita,

emank sakit di tinggalkan seorang yang kita sayangi, namun lebih sakit jika kita kehilangan keluarga kita yaitu orang2 yang menyayangi kita lebih dari orang yang kita sayangi..

HEYAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let’s Charge up ur engine…… ask ur mom to pray 4 ur success, and feel that Our Lord power are start to overflowing around us… Allahuakbar!…. Allah maha besar dan maha pengampun, tidak ada lagi yang bisa mengampuni dosa besar seseorang selain Dia… Sholat yukss friend….. =D. Keep Moving Forward….